When she first got sick, Xiaoying was in the second grade of Kaohsiung Girls' High School. On her way home from school, she suddenly " dissociated " and didn't know where she was. As if her consciousness had been pulled away, she floated in the air and looked at herself standing at a busy intersection. Xiaoying didn't know what happened to her. She thought that this kind of situation similar to emptying or wandering, maybe everyone has some, "it should be nothing". Later, because of peer and academic pressure, she pretended to be normal, so she never asked her family for help or went to see a doctor.
In this way, under the pressure of coexisting telemarketing list with mental disorder, she prepared for the university exam. In the end, Xiaoying's symptoms could not withstand the pressure of the university and still broke out. Since she began to seek medical treatment, Xiaoying takes more than five kinds of stable psychotropic drugs every day. In order to calm her mind, these drugs inhibit some brain functions, making her unable to memorize English words, unable to understand complex sentences, sluggish, Severe headaches, these are side effects of psychotropic medications. arrow_forward_iosunderstand more Powered by GliaStudio If she doesn't eat, she wants to commit suicide every day.
But after taking the medicine, her ability to study and socially interact was greatly affected. Of course, she couldn't watch her favorite fantasy literature and movies, because she couldn't even understand the content of her friends' gossip, and of course she couldn't understand the content of novels and movies. These are the struggles she has had to face every morning before taking the pills for six years. Long-term stable medication is not easy After taking the medicine (usually the first generation of traditional antipsychotics ), there will be shaking hands and feet, hanging eyes, crooked eyeballs, stiffness of limbs, drooling, crooked mouth and head, and tongue sticking out. The patient is in great pain, and may struggle again and again before taking the medicine every day.